New Book Release from Suzy Ayers - Saving Lady J (The Butterfly Series Book 1)
Saving
Lady J – The Butterfly Series
Suzy Ayers
Dark
Hollows Press
Scheduled
for release July 14th.
Suzy Ayers Author
Suzy Ayers is an Amazon Bestselling Author of both Sara's Awakening and Miranda's Amulet in Fantasy (Metaphysical/Visionary) hit #1 and #2. Fantasy Encounter with a Dom hit #14 in erotic fiction on the Amazon bestseller list and Erotic Fantasies hit #1 and #12 on the bestseller list in single author and women's fiction.
Suzy has multiple Erotica titles that have also been in the Amazon Bestseller lists within the free categories. Grave Hauntings rocks the occult free top 100 consistently and hit #58 for paranormal urban. Erotic Fantasies is also now listed as free and continues to hit those lists, as well as her other erotic anthology Sexy Holiday Bites.
Her main focus is Romance, which crosses many genres including: Erotica, Fantasy and Paranormal. Her short stories and books twist into happily-for-now or happily-ever-after's
Suzy attempts to write in a manner that pulls you into the erotic event and paints an explicit scene of lust and passion. Her purpose of expressing it in this manner is that she believes that sex and love are intertwined and are healthy expressions of the human heart. To her imperfections and flawed characters are beautiful.
Book blurb:
Jamie
is a woman confused about who she is sexually. Her submissive side is
constantly at war with her mouth.
She becomes involved with
Julian, a man with secrets of his own, who becomes her slave.
When
two dominant men enter Jamie and Julian's life, Jamie's world begins
to unravel. As she attempts to help Julian fight his battles, she
unwitting puts herself in harms way.
About the book and
intentions:
There are 3/4 main
characters and multiple supporting characters. Just as in “real
life” Jamie has friends and a job. They don’t know about her
personal activities outside of work. Jamie had always thought she was
a “freak” and hid away her true feelings. She found herself
sexually. Unfortunately in the lifestyle there are abusive and
frightening situations, as in any “vanilla” life.
I wanted to show growth
within two of the main characters over this series. The book is
intended to have a second one to explain Julian’s dark past and
hopefully a bright future for Jamie.
Where this came
from:
A majority of this book
is based on non-fiction, real characters and a heck of a lot of
naughty dreams. Julian is a real person and even Raynth is a real
person that I speak with and get advice from. All names are changed
and I have never met these people, sadly.
Themes/Warnings for
the book:
This book is a dark
erotic thriller. It is for readers 18+ and includes, but not limited
to: force, mindfuckery, anal, spanking and spanking implements,
non-con/dub-con, suspenseful elements, pegging, interracial sex,
cuckold-themes, etc
Cast:
Jamie – main
character, Domme, submissive, masochist (Switch)
Julian – main
character, slave
Chris – main
character, Dominant, sadist
Marc – main
character, Dominant, sadist
Excerpt #1 – the
painslut
Chris
demanded all of my free time, which was fine with me. I needed a
release after my highly stressful days at work. He seemed to be able
to read me well. It was uncanny almost how well.
Our
first real session was one I’d never forget. He wanted to test out
a new toy on me, a flogger that had many chain-links of metal instead
of leather. My entire body was physically shaking as I knelt down for
him. He was intimidating on his own, but wielding a medieval looking
weapon I nearly fainted as it crashed down on my back and ass.
“Sir!”
I gasped and the breath coated the thin air that escaped my lungs. My
fingers attempted to claw at the hardwood floor, but not gaining any
purchase.
“Yes,
little one.” His gravelly voice hinted at his arousal, as his
weapon of torture met my skin again.
My
head rocked back ever so slightly and he knelt down to accept the
fact that I couldn’t speak, so he spoke for me.
“Do
you enjoy the pain, my beautiful painslut?”
I
nodded astonished at my own body’s reaction to this. I jumped,
startled as his hand reached under me and drew out my fragrant
arousal. It was sticky and bountiful. It dripped from his fingers. He
plunged them into my mouth, forcing them further and further into my
throat. My confusion became realization as he used my mouth, testing
my gag reflex.
“Good
girl,” he said as he stood back up. “Come,” he ordered for me
to follow.
Excerpt#2 –seeing
Julian’s submission
“Julian,”
I called him on the phone on Saturday at 9 am.
“Lady
J,” he said breathlessly. “I’m so sorry, please, please forgive
me. Whatever it was, please, I—”
“Julian,
I am speaking.”
“Yes,
Lady J.”
“I
need you to listen carefully. Can we meet somewhere?”
“I
don’t have a car. I could take the bus.”
“Pick
a place where we can have lunch, my treat, so pick a nice place. We
need to talk, okay?”
“Yes,
Lady J.”
“Sounds
perfect, see you at noon.”
Julian
suggested Tso, a Thai restaurant. It took me over three hours
to drive there. I walked into the small quaint and beautifully
decorated restaurant in a strip mall. He was waiting for me up front
and the waitress seated us.
“You
look even more gorgeous in person.” Julian smiled. His eyes trailed
down my body.
“Thank
you,” I licked my lips. I grinned as I watched him adjust the
crotch of his jeans. “You look rather handsome yourself and you
smell nice.”
He
looked down to his plate insecurely. “My room mate gave me-” I
interrupted him by placing my finger on his lips.
He
flinched and his eyes flickered up to mine.
“You
say “thank you.” Confidence…confidence is sexy.”
He
nodded. “Yes, Lady J,” he said, as he shrunk slightly in his seat
and leaned forward. “Thank you. What do I call you in public? I-I
mean, what is your real name?”
“Jamie,
Jamie Rodgers.” I extended my hand.
“I’m
Julian Bertrand.” He shook mine.
“Yes,
I know.” I smiled, as the waitress came up to take our drink order.
“I will have a white wine, sweetest one you have.”
“Reisling?”
“Perfect.”
I nodded to Julian.
Julian
fumbled through the book.
“He
will have a Yuenling.”
“Yes
ma’am.”
“What’s
that?” He looked up confused.
I
laughed and cupped his face in my hand. It felt natural and being
there with him was natural. There wasn’t any pretending. We’d
been talking for so long and I hoped he would agree to the proposal I
had in mind.
He
scrunched his face as if to say “what’s so funny?”
“Julian,
you make me laugh because you suggested this place, but you’ve
never eaten here.”
“No,
I wanted you to enjoy it. Honestly, I can’t eat spicy foods.” He
frowned.
I
laughed even harder, spitting out some of my water that I’d just
sipped on. “Okay, how about seafood?”
He
shook his head no.
“Do
you like beef, chicken or pork?”
“Any
of them.”
“All
right, I will order for you.” I grinned.
He
put his menu down and I watched, as the tension seemed to melt from
his entire body. It was as if that one decision I was going to make
lifted a huge weight. It amazed me how I could physically see his
submissiveness.
I
ordered our meals when the waitress returned. I gazed at Julian, as I
tried to think about how I should bring up what I wanted to say. I
took a deep breath.
“Lady
J, please just tell me. It’s killing me.” He took my hand in both
of his across the table.
“Julian,”
I smiled at his sudden outburst. “I have been doing a lot of
thinking.”
Our
food arrived and I thanked the waitress. Julian’s agitation amused
me; I thought about how his patience was something I’d have to work
on.
He
sighed loudly.
“So…as I was
saying.” I pulled out a folder and placed it on the table. “I
wanted to ask if you
Excerpt #3 –
Julian’s lesson one of many
Julian was caught
pleasuring himself in the bathroom the very day he moved in.
“Julian,
I will call you pet or slave or any other pet names I might come up
with.”
He
nodded and looked up at me.
“I
will collar you with a house collar when I see fit. You are my
submissive. I don’t want you to be confused about that. I want to
find a collar that suits you. I don’t want you doing bad behavior
on purpose. You are free to speak to me, but not tell me what to do.
Do you understand?”
He
nodded.
“Yes
or no?”
“Yes.”
“Repeat
after me: “Lady J owns my cock. I am not to touch it unless I need
to for going pee. In fact from now on I will sit to pee, because I
lost that privilege today”.”
He
repeated me, while gritting his teeth.
“Lady
J owns me. I am my own person who can take care of himself and will
take care of her needs and her home,” I continued.
He
repeated this as well.
“Anything
you wish to add?”
“Please
accept my apology for scaring you earlier. I run. It clears my head.
I am not ready to tell you about last night. I’m sorry.” He
looked remorsefully at me.
“I
accept and it’s alright Julian. We have plenty of time to get to
know each other. However, if the gun scares you or—”
His
hand touched my thigh. “Please, don’t worry about me.”
I
nodded. “Don’t interrupt.”
He
smirked and looked down as if he was sorry.
“I
am going to spank you now for your punishment. Do you understand?”
“Yes,”
he whispered.
“Get
on the bed.
I
knelt beside him and watched his butt flex in anticipation. I
remembered the first time I spanked Ken fondly and grinned. I started
slowly and worked up a pace. His white cheeks were starting to look
pink. Listening to his gasps and watching him clench the sheets and
squeeze his cheeks together turned me on. Despite the stinging
beginning in my hand I continued on. I didn’t want to rub it. This
was punishment after all.
“Please!”
he called out.
“You
will be silent and you are done when I say you are,” I said
sternly. I aimed for the tops of his thighs and now had him spread
his legs. He began to pant, as I came closer and closer to his
balls. “I think that is good for now. Round two in a bit. Follow me
to my room. I have work to do and you will stand where I can see
you.”
“Yes,
Lady J.” He groaned as he stood.
I
watched him from the corner of my eye, as he wobbled out of the
room. I had him stand against a wall in my bedroom. I just wanted to
torture him. He had a fine ass and I was horny. I sat in my seat and
swiveled watching him impatiently stand there. He leaned on his
forearms, pressing his head against them. I laughed internally. This
was going to be fun.
Excerpt #4 – Lies
or something…someone else?
I
returned about forty-five minutes later and I had a strange feeling
run through me as I made my way up the steps. I turned the knob and
it was unlocked. I dropped the bag on the table and rushed to
Julian’s room.
“Julian!”
“What?”
he looked at me.
“Nothing—I—did
you unlock the door?”
“I,
uh, checked the mail,” he said.
“Oh,
okay.” I walked back out the kitchen. As I put the groceries away
and heated up something for lunch it dawned on me, today was Sunday.
Did he just lie to me?
Excerpt #5 –
painful punishment
The
flogger rasped against my sensitive skin. My senses were on
hyper-alert, it was a flogger or maybe it was the Cat-o’-Nine. He
was letting me wonder as he gently ran it across my back. I moaned
lightly, these things were normally my favorite, so I wondered what
was next. Fingers twirled gently around my clit. I was eager, I knew
I shouldn’t have been—I should expect nothing, but he was
tormenting me. His thumb applied pressure to the toy firmly planted
in my anus.
“Oooh!”
I moaned loudly. “Please, oh please,” I pleaded. The heat
flickered and rose within me like an oil burning lantern.
He
turned the knob and it burned brighter, but as soon as he moved away
my body came to a ceasing halt.
I
panted and my body heaved. I attempted to right my body, which was
clearly calling out for pleasure for release.
“You
will not come. You won’t. Understand me?” his asked harshly.
“Yes,
sir,” I whispered through my panting.
My
hands were released and placed on the top of the headboard. I gulped
knowing he would take me forcefully, harshly the way I liked. And
knowing I couldn’t come that I had to will my body to stop its
natural flow was taking all my strength mentally.
He
slid in his rock hard length inside me. I felt his guiding hand
release his long shaft. He spread my legs further to reduce the
touching, something I needed and craved. More punishment I knew and I
sniffed the tears that collided with the come that coated my face.
The bed creaked and groaned with each thrust he speared into me. I
held with all my might as his body crashed against mine. He was like
a wild bucking animal, grunting and swaying the bed. I stiffened my
arms and tried to keep my neck from being crushed inside the hole of
the footboard.
My
body was beginning to betray me as the heat began to build and my
center started to tighten. “S-siiirrr,” I cried, hoping talking
would stop my mindless want to come.
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