New Book Release from Suzy Ayers - Saving Lady J (The Butterfly Series Book 1)
Saving Lady J – The Butterfly Series
Dark Hollows Press
Scheduled for release July 14th.
Suzy Ayers Author
Suzy Ayers is an Amazon Bestselling Author of both Sara's Awakening and Miranda's Amulet in Fantasy (Metaphysical/Visionary) hit #1 and #2. Fantasy Encounter with a Dom hit #14 in erotic fiction on the Amazon bestseller list and Erotic Fantasies hit #1 and #12 on the bestseller list in single author and women's fiction.
Suzy has multiple Erotica titles that have also been in the Amazon Bestseller lists within the free categories. Grave Hauntings rocks the occult free top 100 consistently and hit #58 for paranormal urban. Erotic Fantasies is also now listed as free and continues to hit those lists, as well as her other erotic anthology Sexy Holiday Bites.
Her main focus is Romance, which crosses many genres including: Erotica, Fantasy and Paranormal. Her short stories and books twist into happily-for-now or happily-ever-after's
Suzy attempts to write in a manner that pulls you into the erotic event and paints an explicit scene of lust and passion. Her purpose of expressing it in this manner is that she believes that sex and love are intertwined and are healthy expressions of the human heart. To her imperfections and flawed characters are beautiful.
Jamie is a woman confused about who she is sexually. Her submissive side is constantly at war with her mouth.
She becomes involved with Julian, a man with secrets of his own, who becomes her slave.
When two dominant men enter Jamie and Julian's life, Jamie's world begins to unravel. As she attempts to help Julian fight his battles, she unwitting puts herself in harms way.
About the book and intentions:
There are 3/4 main characters and multiple supporting characters. Just as in “real life” Jamie has friends and a job. They don’t know about her personal activities outside of work. Jamie had always thought she was a “freak” and hid away her true feelings. She found herself sexually. Unfortunately in the lifestyle there are abusive and frightening situations, as in any “vanilla” life.
I wanted to show growth within two of the main characters over this series. The book is intended to have a second one to explain Julian’s dark past and hopefully a bright future for Jamie.
Where this came from:
A majority of this book is based on non-fiction, real characters and a heck of a lot of naughty dreams. Julian is a real person and even Raynth is a real person that I speak with and get advice from. All names are changed and I have never met these people, sadly.
Themes/Warnings for the book:
This book is a dark erotic thriller. It is for readers 18+ and includes, but not limited to: force, mindfuckery, anal, spanking and spanking implements, non-con/dub-con, suspenseful elements, pegging, interracial sex, cuckold-themes, etc
Jamie – main character, Domme, submissive, masochist (Switch)
Julian – main character, slave
Chris – main character, Dominant, sadist
Marc – main character, Dominant, sadist
Excerpt #1 – the painslut
Chris demanded all of my free time, which was fine with me. I needed a release after my highly stressful days at work. He seemed to be able to read me well. It was uncanny almost how well.
Our first real session was one I’d never forget. He wanted to test out a new toy on me, a flogger that had many chain-links of metal instead of leather. My entire body was physically shaking as I knelt down for him. He was intimidating on his own, but wielding a medieval looking weapon I nearly fainted as it crashed down on my back and ass.
“Sir!” I gasped and the breath coated the thin air that escaped my lungs. My fingers attempted to claw at the hardwood floor, but not gaining any purchase.
“Yes, little one.” His gravelly voice hinted at his arousal, as his weapon of torture met my skin again.
My head rocked back ever so slightly and he knelt down to accept the fact that I couldn’t speak, so he spoke for me.
“Do you enjoy the pain, my beautiful painslut?”
I nodded astonished at my own body’s reaction to this. I jumped, startled as his hand reached under me and drew out my fragrant arousal. It was sticky and bountiful. It dripped from his fingers. He plunged them into my mouth, forcing them further and further into my throat. My confusion became realization as he used my mouth, testing my gag reflex.
“Good girl,” he said as he stood back up. “Come,” he ordered for me to follow.
Excerpt#2 –seeing Julian’s submission
“Julian,” I called him on the phone on Saturday at 9 am.
“Lady J,” he said breathlessly. “I’m so sorry, please, please forgive me. Whatever it was, please, I—”
“Julian, I am speaking.”
“Yes, Lady J.”
“I need you to listen carefully. Can we meet somewhere?”
“I don’t have a car. I could take the bus.”
“Pick a place where we can have lunch, my treat, so pick a nice place. We need to talk, okay?”
“Yes, Lady J.”
“Sounds perfect, see you at noon.”
Julian suggested Tso, a Thai restaurant. It took me over three hours to drive there. I walked into the small quaint and beautifully decorated restaurant in a strip mall. He was waiting for me up front and the waitress seated us.
“You look even more gorgeous in person.” Julian smiled. His eyes trailed down my body.
“Thank you,” I licked my lips. I grinned as I watched him adjust the crotch of his jeans. “You look rather handsome yourself and you smell nice.”
He looked down to his plate insecurely. “My room mate gave me-” I interrupted him by placing my finger on his lips.
He flinched and his eyes flickered up to mine.
“You say “thank you.” Confidence…confidence is sexy.”
He nodded. “Yes, Lady J,” he said, as he shrunk slightly in his seat and leaned forward. “Thank you. What do I call you in public? I-I mean, what is your real name?”
“Jamie, Jamie Rodgers.” I extended my hand.
“I’m Julian Bertrand.” He shook mine.
“Yes, I know.” I smiled, as the waitress came up to take our drink order. “I will have a white wine, sweetest one you have.”
“Perfect.” I nodded to Julian.
Julian fumbled through the book.
“He will have a Yuenling.”
“What’s that?” He looked up confused.
I laughed and cupped his face in my hand. It felt natural and being there with him was natural. There wasn’t any pretending. We’d been talking for so long and I hoped he would agree to the proposal I had in mind.
He scrunched his face as if to say “what’s so funny?”
“Julian, you make me laugh because you suggested this place, but you’ve never eaten here.”
“No, I wanted you to enjoy it. Honestly, I can’t eat spicy foods.” He frowned.
I laughed even harder, spitting out some of my water that I’d just sipped on. “Okay, how about seafood?”
He shook his head no.
“Do you like beef, chicken or pork?”
“Any of them.”
“All right, I will order for you.” I grinned.
He put his menu down and I watched, as the tension seemed to melt from his entire body. It was as if that one decision I was going to make lifted a huge weight. It amazed me how I could physically see his submissiveness.
I ordered our meals when the waitress returned. I gazed at Julian, as I tried to think about how I should bring up what I wanted to say. I took a deep breath.
“Lady J, please just tell me. It’s killing me.” He took my hand in both of his across the table.
“Julian,” I smiled at his sudden outburst. “I have been doing a lot of thinking.”
Our food arrived and I thanked the waitress. Julian’s agitation amused me; I thought about how his patience was something I’d have to work on.
He sighed loudly.
“So…as I was saying.” I pulled out a folder and placed it on the table. “I wanted to ask if you
Excerpt #3 – Julian’s lesson one of many
Julian was caught pleasuring himself in the bathroom the very day he moved in.
“Julian, I will call you pet or slave or any other pet names I might come up with.”
He nodded and looked up at me.
“I will collar you with a house collar when I see fit. You are my submissive. I don’t want you to be confused about that. I want to find a collar that suits you. I don’t want you doing bad behavior on purpose. You are free to speak to me, but not tell me what to do. Do you understand?”
“Yes or no?”
“Repeat after me: “Lady J owns my cock. I am not to touch it unless I need to for going pee. In fact from now on I will sit to pee, because I lost that privilege today”.”
He repeated me, while gritting his teeth.
“Lady J owns me. I am my own person who can take care of himself and will take care of her needs and her home,” I continued.
He repeated this as well.
“Anything you wish to add?”
“Please accept my apology for scaring you earlier. I run. It clears my head. I am not ready to tell you about last night. I’m sorry.” He looked remorsefully at me.
“I accept and it’s alright Julian. We have plenty of time to get to know each other. However, if the gun scares you or—”
His hand touched my thigh. “Please, don’t worry about me.”
I nodded. “Don’t interrupt.”
He smirked and looked down as if he was sorry.
“I am going to spank you now for your punishment. Do you understand?”
“Yes,” he whispered.
“Get on the bed.
I knelt beside him and watched his butt flex in anticipation. I remembered the first time I spanked Ken fondly and grinned. I started slowly and worked up a pace. His white cheeks were starting to look pink. Listening to his gasps and watching him clench the sheets and squeeze his cheeks together turned me on. Despite the stinging beginning in my hand I continued on. I didn’t want to rub it. This was punishment after all.
“Please!” he called out.
“You will be silent and you are done when I say you are,” I said sternly. I aimed for the tops of his thighs and now had him spread his legs. He began to pant, as I came closer and closer to his balls. “I think that is good for now. Round two in a bit. Follow me to my room. I have work to do and you will stand where I can see you.”
“Yes, Lady J.” He groaned as he stood.
I watched him from the corner of my eye, as he wobbled out of the room. I had him stand against a wall in my bedroom. I just wanted to torture him. He had a fine ass and I was horny. I sat in my seat and swiveled watching him impatiently stand there. He leaned on his forearms, pressing his head against them. I laughed internally. This was going to be fun.
Excerpt #4 – Lies or something…someone else?
I returned about forty-five minutes later and I had a strange feeling run through me as I made my way up the steps. I turned the knob and it was unlocked. I dropped the bag on the table and rushed to Julian’s room.
“What?” he looked at me.
“Nothing—I—did you unlock the door?”
“I, uh, checked the mail,” he said.
“Oh, okay.” I walked back out the kitchen. As I put the groceries away and heated up something for lunch it dawned on me, today was Sunday. Did he just lie to me?
Excerpt #5 – painful punishment
The flogger rasped against my sensitive skin. My senses were on hyper-alert, it was a flogger or maybe it was the Cat-o’-Nine. He was letting me wonder as he gently ran it across my back. I moaned lightly, these things were normally my favorite, so I wondered what was next. Fingers twirled gently around my clit. I was eager, I knew I shouldn’t have been—I should expect nothing, but he was tormenting me. His thumb applied pressure to the toy firmly planted in my anus.
“Oooh!” I moaned loudly. “Please, oh please,” I pleaded. The heat flickered and rose within me like an oil burning lantern.
He turned the knob and it burned brighter, but as soon as he moved away my body came to a ceasing halt.
I panted and my body heaved. I attempted to right my body, which was clearly calling out for pleasure for release.
“You will not come. You won’t. Understand me?” his asked harshly.
“Yes, sir,” I whispered through my panting.
My hands were released and placed on the top of the headboard. I gulped knowing he would take me forcefully, harshly the way I liked. And knowing I couldn’t come that I had to will my body to stop its natural flow was taking all my strength mentally.
He slid in his rock hard length inside me. I felt his guiding hand release his long shaft. He spread my legs further to reduce the touching, something I needed and craved. More punishment I knew and I sniffed the tears that collided with the come that coated my face. The bed creaked and groaned with each thrust he speared into me. I held with all my might as his body crashed against mine. He was like a wild bucking animal, grunting and swaying the bed. I stiffened my arms and tried to keep my neck from being crushed inside the hole of the footboard.
My body was beginning to betray me as the heat began to build and my center started to tighten. “S-siiirrr,” I cried, hoping talking would stop my mindless want to come.
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